Beautiful mess.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

; 4:23 AM

i love holidays cos only during this period i will have time to think of jihoo. is this simply just a korean craze? i want go korea. hyun joong is not jihoo. jihoo is not real. how.
what happened to me over the holidays;
cruise trip
midnight bowling
night swimming
learning korean dance steps
youtube
sleep
what's my consequence;
left with tons of homework.
english not touched at all.
havent prepare for any test and chinese oral.
why cant the holidays be extended:( WHY! i want/need more time to think. swimming at night allows me to think calmly and also jihoo. i'm afraid that after sch reopen i will not have enough time to think of jihoo. i sometimes really wonder its jihoo or hyun joong that i am thinking of.

JOANNE PLEASE GET WELL SOON!(:

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

; 4:48 AM

today, once in a lifetime camp.
i feel strong, really strong!(:
thankyou everyone, for motivating encouraging and be there for me(:
sleeping real soon lol lol really really tired.

we're from different world, having different dreams ambition and future.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

; 12:09 AM

happy birthday kim hyun joong(:
please be happy. thanks for allowing me to fantasise over jihoo and believe in guardian angel(: but i know, in real fact, to find a guardian angel and to be one, is not easy. wishing you success. the fact is maybe, i like jihoo; meaning kim hyun joong as jihoo character.
Who Is Your Soulmate?{facebook quiz}
Belongs With Someone With Rhythm
Your future lover should be someone with talent. Someone who can juggle your busy schedule and make it work. You guys have something extremely important in your life in common.
could it be you?
"please, can someone be here for me."
please, stop appearing before me. please. cos i am letting you go.
YEARNING FOR A LOVE.