Beautiful mess.

Friday, June 29, 2007

; 6:18 AM

ISHI(SOUL-SUPERBAND)
he commited suicide cos of the girl whom he love :
为情自杀!!!
hmmm quite surprised?
everyone should cherish their own life
LIFE IS REALLY UNPREDICTABLE...
yr death might lead to other's depression
commiting suicide isnt the way to solve problems
u are talented and popular and young :
everyone will miss u...
rest.in.peace ishi(:

; 5:47 AM

today i saw my princecharming?
maybe? maybe not... not sure
i not sure if i am dreaming anot
he stared at mi twice
1st: lunch break
2nd:guides
i guess this is the first time a guy stare at mi for a few seconds
and my heart started pumping like mad
i can feel it...
i really dunno if this is feeling is real or fake
i dun dare tell anyone bout it
cos i noe it is ridiculous and stupid
renia i really dunno wad to do
i am back to my emo days le
did he stare at mi for some reasons or for fun?
i dunno lah!!!
i dunno anything lah,,,
but it seems like he is a flirt in some ways?
OK FINE!
i dunno anything lah...
if i see him on tue thn i will be lieve we are fated
but
if dun i will not do anything...
it will all depend on it...
i will not force myself to see him de
it will all depend on our fate(:

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

; 5:38 AM

today was chao fun(:
hahas played catching with ahma kelejiejie joannejiejie and sandymomo!
hahas ahma always kana catcher de=___=
so fun lah and sweat alot sia~
hahas i love it lah
tmr play again?
hahas=P
anyway we five planned a leading game,,,
hahas(:
tmr is mi leading liao=___=
today ahma lead so great everywhere we go also so will go first cos usually we always wait for each other to walk first...
tmr yr better follow mi tight...kiddin lah=P
hahas(;

Monday, June 25, 2007

; 4:34 AM

RAINIE YANG - 左边

总是忍不住寂寞掉下
眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心
短暂的晴天
随时
都可能
被阴狸收回
等待
有机会最坏也最
甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为
太怕失去你
所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动
在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出
右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在那么深深
爱你的我
想信你会了解

总在
埋怨过你的冷漠
之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛
向疏远的你
乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果
有可能最美
也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许
太自由的你
心里面那个家
谁也不能回
不曾发觉

你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动
在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出
右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深
爱你的我
想信你会了解

我一直相信
总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远
却会实现
心在同一边
就能够
听见
你说的
那句
我爱你

不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动
在左边
你和我之间
的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出
右手
想陪着你向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深
爱你的我
你一定
看的见

Saturday, June 23, 2007

; 11:39 PM

waiting for you:)

; 5:08 AM

hmmm today was~
hahas,,,
reniapopo & sandymomo
did a song delication
to
mi & brian...
the song is MY HUMP=___=
nahnah
quite ~~touched~~ surprised?!
hahas after which...
mi & sandy delicated a song
to
renia lek & GIRAFFE!!!
but sadly did not get a chance to hear our delication!!!!!!!!
our massage:
giraffe will love u more thn any reindeer
hahas cool yeah?
i did not help out at our guides stall today!!!
sorry!!
=____=

Friday, June 22, 2007

; 2:33 AM

today was great(:
went bugis street with my mummy,,,
so i changed my tutition hahas(:
went fr morining to afternoon
damn tiring but bought loads loads of things!
shirt>shorts>belt>ring>jacket>bag!!!!!
hahas i think spent over hundred bah=___=

2days to initial D
3days to sch start(i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan)
i wan sleep instead! gaagaa kiddin lah

but i love my timetable for term 3 cos sch mostly end very early(1.15) hahas better thn last term lorrhs(;

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

; 5:13 AM

HUAN HUAN AI

换换爱

WHY WHY LOVE

rainie & hejunxiang(MIKE)

hahas

so lucky(:

both shuai + rich guys fall in love with her!!!

so cool yeah?

LOVE TRIANGLE!!!

kekexzxzxzx(;

omg!

sighhh the uploader said next week thn can upload episode 4?

will i have the patient to wait so long plus sch reopen le?

sighhhh since it is fated thn i have to accept it,,,

diao=_= hahas...

<33

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

; 5:49 AM

this video is damn funny(: featuring MIKE AND RAINIE YANG!!! hahas DAMN COOL:) kelejiejie must watch ah!!! hahas WHY WHY WHY?

Monday, June 18, 2007

; 6:26 AM

i cut my hair today!!!
hmmm a little fringe
weird~
thinned my hair
layered a little
hahas(:

Sunday, June 17, 2007

; 1:30 AM

if u meet someone and wan to be with him
let mi love u in vain; it's fine
because i have a feeling...
for the rest of my life
i will like only u
如果你真的遇到别人想跟他交往的话就让我单恋你一辈子我也无所为因为我有预感我会一辈子只喜欢你...

Saturday, June 16, 2007

; 4:19 AM

OBESSESED

WITH

DEVIL

BESIDE

YOU

恶

魔

在

身

边

i swear this show is chaoji sibei nice!!! hahas(:

hahas i finished watching 20 episode in 3 days(:

kekexzxzxz

the last episode really hurt my heart...

i cried madly

i was seriously TOUCHED

does anyone understand how i feel?

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=17938
HAHAS(:

watch?

keke(:

shuai~

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

; 11:56 PM

XU BIN OUT!

WILSON OUT!

W.H.Y?
REVIVAL ROUND ONLY CAN 1 GET IN?
WAH DIE LIAO LAH...
I REALLY HOPE BOTH CAN GET IN but...
impossible...
WHY LIKE DAT?
shuai ge cant sing well?!
wahwah=_=
sighhh...
hmmm so now i can only hope dat either one of them can get through the revival(:

JIAYOU GUYS;)

EDISON CHEN!!!

i wanna watch initial D!

24/6(:

hahas(:

GAAGAA:D

Monday, June 11, 2007

; 6:14 AM

1ep's class chalet END liao...WAHWAH:(
hope we will be having a more organised class chalet~
cos the food is excessly too much and the room is very messy and dirty hahas:) KIDDIN!!!
anyway we really ought to thank samantha or's anutie for helping us so much
"THANK YOU AUNTIE!!!"
gaagaa:D

1st day- we went ride bicycle around pasir ris park it was quite fun there and we did not have enough time to play at the playground! hahas cos we are somehow separated hahas cos double-rider bicycle is harder to control thn single-rider bicycle hahas(: i think i scratch myself when i rode onto the grass when a wild-dog walk past mi...i tot the dog was goin to bite my leg keke=P

2nd day-first escape theme park thn ride bicycle... i hate dat stupid couter girl lorrhs she charged us adult ticket when we are only a few months older can? damn lah it is like chaoji expensive sia~$16.50!!! she think she chio thn can attitude ah KP! the rides are so giddy lah especially VIKING...hahas i lurve wet & wild the best(: so cool lah!!! thn after which had great fun at pasir ris park playground!!! we fly we climb we jump we swing we bounce!!! hahas FUN FUN FUN:)

MS MOK THX FOR TREATING US TO PIZZA it must have cost a bomb hahas:) you are great i will miss you;) pls do come back and see us soon!!!

Friday, June 8, 2007

; 4:27 AM

i swear i hate bitches
u dun have the damn rights to ask my frewn to do this and do that
u dun have the damn rights to blame my frewn
u dun have the damn rights to push all the blames to my frewn and expect her to apologise to u
u dun have the damn rights to insult my frewn
u dun have the damn rights to say that she is stupid
u dun have the damn rights to hurt her feelings
u dun have the damn rights to say hurtful things at her
u dun have the damn rights to say that she is hopeless

u think u are clever? u think u are smart? u think u are correct? thn u just brianless hopeless bitch...u should go to the rubbishdump and think about all your actions and eat up all the rubbish to clear your freakydirty mouth and brain...

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

; 5:23 AM

AHHHH~xubin OUT le lah!!! sighhh
wooooo~my hand is aching like hell...
wahwah cos dino went play basketball...ALONE~
sighhh everyday at home damnit boring can?!
gaaaaa~

1)watchtv

2)playcomp

3)do homework=_=

4)sleep!!! zzzz

WAHWAH...
NOone play with mi
NOone chat with mi
NOone sleep with mi(kiddin=P)

holiday is prison
prison is holiday

when are we having 6E gathering?
i miss u guys loads:)
really hope to see yr soon...

Monday, June 4, 2007

; 2:25 AM

today was no fun without joanne and sandy=__=
hmmm all we did was neoprint shop and movie?
we only took one neoprint...gaaaa nvm=_=
i really dun wish to talk more bout this outing cos~
hahas=P long story yeah...

why like dat?
u dun keep yr words...
hmmm
if u dun wan thn say dun wan lah
if u dun like thn say dun like lah
pointless lah
u somehow quite act big sia? maybe...maybe not...
i somehow feel dat yr attitude is becoming like someone
hahas maybe...maybe not...
nah i dunno lah...
wadever craps yeah?
KNS=_=

no point guessing who i talking bout....seriously...

Sunday, June 3, 2007

; 6:10 AM

i gave myself many many chances
i have been lying myself all along
although i knew i would nvr get the chance
i still tried every chance i gave myself
but u nvr seems to noe
u might think dat i am just being foolish
i regretted everything
every single thing
i am so depressed
i swear i will give u up
and forget everything bout u
in my eyes u will not be the only one i see
in my heart u will not take up any space
to mi u are nothin
i am not goin to betray myself again...
i swear
i am serious too...

Friday, June 1, 2007

; 3:55 AM

GATSBY ADVERTISMENT(:

kekexzxzxz funny and weird=_=

; 2:19 AM

WOULD U BE THERE (taken from someone's bloggy)
hmmm the song is great(:
suicide is a cowardly and foolish act dat chooses to avoid facing reality...

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...