Beautiful mess.

Friday, May 30, 2008

; 10:30 PM

please stop saying that i have white hair
or dat i forgot to wash hair kay
i might just dig out your eyeBALLS kay
but hair is naturally like dat
like it or not its yr own problem
keep your comments to yrself
before you turn blind.
watch out.

hur i hate LEECHES!
hur i hate white hair!!
hur i hate reality!!!
i want to live in my dreams despite the fact dat it isnt real. there's still hope for it to be real but as for realities we cant change it. wadsoever if i believe i can I CAN KAY!!! HURHURHUR._.

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

PS; wo yuan yi
BOWLING OUTING(:

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

; 6:24 AM

只剩下鋼琴
陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

~~PS: afterall only lyrics can explain how i feel._.{no one understands how i feel}~~

Monday, May 12, 2008

; 6:31 AM

bullfightinggavemisomuchfeelings.
feelingsontruelove.
imightjustmissthechanceoflovingyou.
idunwishmytruelovetomissthechanceforustobetogether.
withoutyouimighthavetowaittillthesunrisefromthewest
orforsingaporetoexperiencefourseasons
ormaybewaittillthestarsfallasshootingstar.
umightneverappearinmylife.
noonewillunderstandunlesstheywatchbullfighting.
wadeverlah.icanlivewithouttruelovekay.
pleaseionlylovehim.
asucanseeicanlivewithoutyourlove.
~~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~~
~~PS: i dun love ANYONE! I REALLY DUN WISH TO LOVE ANYONE ANYMORE._. neither do i wish to emo again.~~

Thursday, May 8, 2008

; 8:22 PM

NO MORE STUDY!
{for the time being}

._. this is wad happen when i'm stress. lol._.

POO: "wad happened? dun worry to much kay come i give u a hug "

heh my yalun;donghae;cj7;poo ahhh where's my xiao zhu._.{lol}
heh the black basketball is yalun.
cj7 is cj7.
the pooh bear is poo.
the bigbig bearbear is either xiaozhu or donghae; since so big so half half heh(:

ITS BEEN LONG SINCE I DAYDREAM BOUT; yalun xiaozhu donghae.

YOUTUBE IS MY LIFE. MY LIFE IS FOR YOUTUBE.
heh(:
currently watching 鬥牛要不要[bull fighting]
next will be 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 ; PI LI MIT; 命中注定我愛你
LOL._. so many shows awaiting mi HOW CAN I MISS THEM!!!
._.
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