siewting:)

2009-09-10T21:15:00.000-07:00

gone to a place,
a place that allows me to imagine the impossibles.
a sweet place full of love.

2009-09-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

you made jihoo alive.
get well soon please.
i got rejected for the korea trip.
at least if i were in korea,
i will be closer to you thn i will be in sg.

everything happens for a reason.

2009-08-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

its jh not hj

2009-08-02T02:23:00.001-07:00

why?

2009-07-10T06:46:00.000-07:00

i'm like a kite
once you let go of me, i will fly away
no matter how you try to catch me
its impossible
i would have gone with the wind

2009-07-03T06:04:00.000-07:00

Love Is When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep.
Because Reality Is Better Then A Dream.
{love quote}
hahahahahah i dont agree. i would accept a dream rather thn reality. why not just let me dream.
there's a lot things that i cant express through spoken words but only lyrics. why must these lyrics touch down to the deepest feeling/part of my heart. it seems like almost all the things i felt is written out.

>i'm walking, following you, hiding behind the moonlight
what do i do if you don't notice
should i make another request to the clouds to rain again
so i can hold your wet heart
{love you}

>i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

i’m walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can’t you be the one that’s in my heart
{starlight tears}

>you'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own

Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile
{because i am stupid}

PS: Love U Love U Love U yeongwonhi

2009-06-24T04:23:00.000-07:00

i love holidays cos only during this period i will have time to think of jihoo. is this simply just a korean craze? i want go korea. hyun joong is not jihoo. jihoo is not real. how.
what happened to me over the holidays;
cruise trip
midnight bowling
night swimming
learning korean dance steps
youtube
sleep
what's my consequence;
left with tons of homework.
english not touched at all.
havent prepare for any test and chinese oral.
why cant the holidays be extended:( WHY! i want/need more time to think. swimming at night allows me to think calmly and also jihoo. i'm afraid that after sch reopen i will not have enough time to think of jihoo. i sometimes really wonder its jihoo or hyun joong that i am thinking of.

JOANNE PLEASE GET WELL SOON!(:

2009-06-17T04:48:00.001-07:00

today, once in a lifetime camp.
i feel strong, really strong!(:
thankyou everyone, for motivating encouraging and be there for me(:
sleeping real soon lol lol really really tired.

we're from different world, having different dreams ambition and future.

2009-06-06T00:09:00.000-07:00

happy birthday kim hyun joong(:
please be happy. thanks for allowing me to fantasise over jihoo and believe in guardian angel(: but i know, in real fact, to find a guardian angel and to be one, is not easy. wishing you success. the fact is maybe, i like jihoo; meaning kim hyun joong as jihoo character.
Who Is Your Soulmate?{facebook quiz}
Belongs With Someone With Rhythm
Your future lover should be someone with talent. Someone who can juggle your busy schedule and make it work. You guys have something extremely important in your life in common.
could it be you?
"please, can someone be here for me."
please, stop appearing before me. please. cos i am letting you go.
YEARNING FOR A LOVE.

2009-05-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

please i'm not weak.
please i'm not someone you can make fun of.
please i'm not someone you can insult.
i realise i can only share my happiness with some ppl.___.
i feel as though i'm talking to myself.
please, please dont think ~~I AM WEAK~~.
~~maybe i'm just trying to be strong on the outside to protect my weakness on the inside.~~
but i am not weak in nature, its all your words that make me weak, utterly weak.
what so great about maing me feel bad about myself, sicko...
HAD FUN TODAY WITH LAURA AND SHERYL(: HEH DID "ILLEGLE" STUFFS TOGETHER AND CAUGHT NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2(:

2009-05-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAH BOYS OVER FLOWER(:
lol lol i didnt know that boys over flower; the song STAND BY ME is by SHINEE kay!{tian mi mi} hahahahahah the song is super sweet kay!(: just like them and the show!(: i dun want watch on youtube, i prefer the tv quality lah:( hahahahahah I CANT STAND IT!{neither can i sit}

Together make it love
Forever make it your smile

2009-05-17T06:38:00.000-07:00

WO HEN SAD
WO YOU HU SI LUAN XIANG LE
EVERYTIME AFTER EXAMS
I WILL IMAGINE WHAT MY FUTURE MAY BE
DURING UNIVERSITY AND MY LIFE AFTER THAT
I IMAGINE BOUT MY FIRST LOVE
I PROMISE MYSELF THAT WILL WAIT
WHATEVER IT IS
I MAY CRY RIGHT NOW,
THE NEXT SECOND
THE NEXT MINUTE
THE NEXT TIME
MAKE ME HAPPY
MAKE ME SMILE
IF YOU CAN...

2009-05-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

TAMPINES 1 IS BIG!.___.
JOANNE'S HOUSE GOT TWIST TWIST!
I CURRENTLY WATCHING 战神(dvd) this show is super long ago already, but its a fantasy love story(: 恶魔在身边 is actually still the nicest ou xiang ju so far(: currently also playing restaurant city on facebook(:
PS: i owe mr kek alot of journals.___.

huh why am i so wrong bout you.
you are a total bullshit.
how many times must i be a fool
to really know that you are not who i think you are
bullshit you.

2009-05-14T04:01:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!(:
i'm happy, seriously happy!
I CAN SLEEP I CAN SLEEP I CAN SLEEP.
my journey to dreamland, at first was class outing but decided to go orchard with sam kele karen and renia, by the time i take bus to singpost, i buay tahan already, i deprived from sleep, so ask my mama bring mi go eat thn go home, went to take medicine thn went home to ORH ORH!!!!! sleep from 1 to 6!(: going to sleep soon(: not sure if going out tmr anot, if not, thn sleep lor(: SLEEPING IS THE HAPPIEST THING EVER.(: to be happy, sleep more. hahahahahahahah(:

2009-04-27T03:43:00.000-07:00

current mood: disgusted._.
MYE!(:
all the best to everyone including myself(:
尽力就好。笑哈哈(:
I HOPE/WISH I CAN PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS AND MOST IMPORTANTLY SCORE WELL(: my effort is worth 99.99%. I CAN DO IT! 靠自己!

ps: joshua/ah wu is HOT!(:

2009-04-23T00:23:00.001-07:00

22/4/09

the "thing" that can grow. hahahahah kay lor considered!

say hi to him(: 1 year old already!(:

LOL what's with the touch his body ah!

heh its on my wall(: everytime i study, confirm will see!(:

lol coincidence lor. that joanne pasted the joshua picture(:

thanks joanne(:

heh thanks kele joanne sam karen sandy daphne(: please spot joanne's ribbon.

joanne's beautiful PINK flower(: i'll try to let it survive for more thn one week(:

lol found my bear a brother(: thanks weijiet for the spca bear.

heh i chose this necklace but paid by my bro(:

look alot like....

chio flowers from joanne(:

thanks nicole(:

LOL seriously look like...except for the innoncent look lor.___.

i enjoyed my birthday(:
heh thanks from the presents!(:
"THANK YOU!"
renia-living book full of love and necklace, cake
joanne-flowers, balloons, poster, cake, pandan cake, special surprise, minnie mouse
kele-card, cake, minnie mouse
jingshi-card, dress, necklace
samyee-cake, card, minnie mouse
karen-card, cake, minnie mouse
daphne & sandy-cake, minnie mouse
nicole- card, rose
laura-loads of sms
weijiet-spca bear
timothy-$2(LOL!)
heh thanks for the wishes!(:
"THANK YOU"
jingshi laura joanne nicole kele renia samyee sheryl karen bernadette wanxin genevie daphne mr.remus karen marcus alvin timothy charmaine jayne regine huiyi dingyi gekting zhiqi rachel abigail jezreel qianhui joey mr.yee corey zehao eugene szuyuan sister mama papa korkor+gf
THANKS ALOT for remembering my birthday(: simple wishes made my day and big surprises brightens my day! thank you, kele joanne renia sam karen, for planning for the cake surprise during recess. "xie xie ni men"
special thanks to joanne for her special surprise at night. heh she came over to my house with pandan cake, balloons and flowers. totally shocked! hahahahahahah thanks for allowing my birthday day to end wonderfully(:

PS: i somehow regretted remembering some people's birthday when they totally forgotten mine, the worse is that they know, yet they simply ignore. maybe i shouldnt be so sensitive but they shouldnt be insensitive too.

2009-04-09T06:24:00.000-07:00

to be frank, i'm seriously tired.
tired of everything.

heh played bball last night alone. LOL thn went swimming this morning! woohoo felt kinda relax now(: i swam many many laps! only one lap of freestyle but many many frog style. this morning's sky was awesome. hmmm hope i can find time every week to go swim! swimming can make mi calm down! its raining AGAIN!~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH(:

2009-04-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

~~忘了是怎麼開始~~

也許就是對你

有一種感覺

忽然間發現自己

以深深愛上你

真的很簡單

ITS TIME TO BE HAPPY(: i guess(:

I WANT TO REALLY HAPPY.

to be frank, its very hard to be "really" happy. the fact is, i cant possibly laugh for the whole day, afterall, at the end of the day, i will be kinda sad over stupid stuff{blahblahblah}

i want to be the angel smiley, guardian angel smiley, sporty smiley, cool smiley and helpful smiley(:

PS: i slept for two hours today(: lol lol i hope tmr group lunch will be successful(:

2009-03-17T00:57:00.000-07:00

SHIT i am addicted to viwawa: wahjong and big 2.5!!!
LOL LOL played wahjong with renia sam and corey last night till midnight. my brother bully me! lol more thn half of the game he playing for me:( hahahahahah i like only played two full games with them can! LOL!
thn just now i was playing big 2.5 with outsiders, thn there was this guy started private chat with mi, lol he from penang thn he asked if i got bf thn i said nope thn i ask if he got gf he said yes and her name is siewting thn i was like wth. lol thn he said that i agree to be his gf and he be my bf. LOL ending was super lame.
GF = GOOD FRIEND. BF = BEST FRIEND. HAHAHAHAHAHAH(:

忘了是怎麼開始
也許就是對你有一種感覺
忽然間發現自己
以深深愛上你
真的很簡單

PS: thanks alot joanne sam renia huixian laura and mryee(: i havent show my mama my progress report! LOL LOL

2009-03-13T05:27:00.000-07:00

I AM FUCKING SAD
CRIED
I AM STUPID
I AM USELESS
I AM NOTHING
my progress report ~~rocks~~ like SHIT.
I NEED MOTIVATION
BUT WHO CAN GIVE ME?

明明是再多不同的可能
结局却给我们一种选择
要分开却舍不得
两人彼此都忘了要什麼
（两人是不一样的我走了）

2009-03-03T00:07:00.000-08:00

what am i?
nothing i guess?
i am sad
i'm scared
i'm on my own
its time...

2009-02-23T01:34:00.000-08:00

SHINEE(:

2009-02-14T03:18:00.000-08:00

2009-02-10T02:35:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH(:

THANKS RENIA JOANNE LAURA AND SHERYL(:

gosh valentine's like a few days away

not really anticipated though:(

LOL the bet still on

{i'll WIN the BET kay!}

instead, i'm anticipated for my treat(: 来来来!

heh i asked my brother to buy mi a pink rose with lavender for mi(: lol

PS: totally screwed my my physics today, i told my mama that i might fail thn she say 慢慢来, this makes mi feel even guilty. GOSH i need physics tuition:(

2009-02-03T05:35:00.000-08:00

i didnt go school today...
but who cares?
no one except for a few...

2009-01-25T06:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR(:
GONG XI FA CAI(:

HONG BAO NA LAI(:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH(:

XIEXIE(:

-got new phone heh W595 red and white(: woots!~ like finally(: love it(:

-chinese new year reunion dinner love(:

-plentiful of undone homeworks:( planning to chiong on wed

-three periods on wed{Hcl,Pe,Amaths} cool!

-拜年 here i come(: LOL LOL

-first destination tmr > temple! heh

CHINESE NEW YEAR WISH:

-身体健康

-alot of ang bao! LOL.___.

-eat alot of foodie without having to gain weight(: impossible but hope it can come true!

-平平安安

-earn money[gamble] LOL!!!

-HAPPY(: KUAI LE(:

2009-01-22T01:55:00.000-08:00

Some crushes are like cotton candy - they look yummy and totally tempting, but when you actually get a taste of it, there's not much there.

Suddenly, you're left with disappointment and no crush.

Sometimes, a crush should stay a crush and simply be a delicious daydream.

that way, you'll always have someone sweet to think about as you drift off to sleep(:

thanks renia for sharing this quote with me(: xie xie ni(:

2009-01-18T04:23:00.000-08:00

MY ENGLISH JOURNAL BLOG: www.myheart-foryou.blogspot.com
hahahahahahah i know the this sounds lame but i'll be changing soon anyway(:
TO rachel and laura: the DA ZUI BA song is super nice(: the lyrics especially(:

2009-01-09T23:00:00.000-08:00

Baby boy
永遠永遠手牽手
一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得
我們要一起生活
不管晴天的時候
不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久
我們要一起生活

" 我其實想你越來越多
要你當我的男朋友
受不了一直不知道
你對我有什麼感覺
快告訴我快告訴我"

2009-01-07T00:59:00.000-08:00

you know what...
sometimes i really hope i can be happy without even seeing you
sometimes i really hope i am not just being foolish
sometimes i really hope you can at least look at me
sometimes i really hope you can initiate
sometimes i really hope that i dunno you
sometimes i really hope you can understand how i feel
sometimes i really hope you can be who i want you to be
sometimes i really hope you can be here for me
sometimes i really hope that what i imagine will come true
sometimes i really hope we can at least be friends
sometimes i really hope you know who i am

sometimes i really hope i didnt even fall for you so i wouldnt have to hope for all the things above, isnt it?

i want a happy ending, a ending that i want.

2008-12-31T10:04:00.000-08:00

i really had great great great FUN(:

i finally experience the FUN of counting down with others!

really really loud...10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1...HAPPY NEW YEAR*screams*

blindmice was MASSIVE with around 20 ppl playing at the playground!

it was super squeezy and HOT!

they POP-ED champagne which tasted like grape juice!

my bro mixed volka with green tea which tasted EWWWW!~
my phone is kinda spoilt...cant press many buttons:(

i really hope next year's countdown party will be as fun as this(:

many things happen i guess i will only tell it to some people!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH cool SECRETS(:

2008-12-31T06:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR(:

2009 here i come!

i hope it will be a good year ahead for everyone including mi! WOOTS(:

MY NEW YEAR WISHES:

1) to have a real godbrother(:

2) stay happy and healthy(:

3) get to know all my eye-candies and crushes(: LOL.___.

2008-11-28T03:31:00.000-08:00

CURRENT ADDICTION;

1) 斗鱼 The Outsiders(:

COOL! there's part one and two! crunchyroll and youtube here i come(: woots!

2) hotshot(:
TEMPORARY ADDICTION;

1) DYLAN KUO 郭品超(:

2008-11-28T02:47:00.000-08:00

its been long...

CLASSCHALET WAS FUN(:

all photos from joanne's blog(: sighhh renialek photoshop ALL the photos lorlorlor!LOL LOL! hurhurhur thn i cannot take!

BBQ night; i ate one chicken wing plus a few hotdogs plus half otah.____. LOL!

2008-10-30T04:31:00.000-07:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 IS GREAT(:

LOVE IT TILL THE MAX!

"hey guys hey guys...we forgot to put on our pants"

the movie is super cool, sweet, heart warming and GREAT(:

took the wrong bus to tampines mall lor LOL LOL.___.

ended up at dunno where thn took cabbie lor!

chickenchop bake rice for lunch(:

macs for dinner(:

joanne and mi played hide and seek by running away from renia in TOYS'R'US.

FUN FUN FUN(:

2008-10-23T00:18:00.000-07:00

忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属於我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中
自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执著能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受
不怕失落
关於你的一切
我想要比谁都懂

你是情人还是朋友
还没有勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

2008-10-15T01:56:00.000-07:00

GOSH GOT ALL THE PAPERS BACKIE.___.

average(:

I HATE LIT. I HATE LIT. I HATE LIT.

lit will pull down my total percentage! wth:( 52/100. C6 man....i think is the lowest lor:
JUST PASS ---> by 2 marks:(

SATISFIED with geog maths science art
but definitely NOT eng lit
but OKAY with chinese and art.

i seriously think chinese teachers have a problem counting marks!

gosh their maths sucks like hell.____.

let mi 空欢喜一场can WTH:(

IF I'M NOT WRONG TMR CHECKING MARKS ALREADY:(

I DUN WAN I DUN WAN I DUN WAN!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah(:

GOODBYE SAMINI:(

GOSH i cried last night, this morning and this afternoon.

2 years and she's going home and i wont see her again.

sighhh i called home before the history debrief thn joanne was with mi.

she took video of mi crying.

DAME LAME CAN.____.

sighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsigh

i will miss you(:

2008-10-10T19:47:00.000-07:00

TO-DO LIST;
-*secret*
-watch 篮球火 on youtube

-I WANT GO 飞轮海 world-tour concert LAH!
-go fareast shopping with mama
-go wild wild wet
-go kbox
-upload pictures on friendster
-upgrade to highest level for DJ MAX.___.
-basketball
-mahjong session

-decide on what combi to take:(

-class gatherings

-buy parting gifts

-write tons and tons of letters

-get new phone

-go cruise on christmas

2008-09-07T04:14:00.000-07:00

-MIA-

STUDY.STUDY.STUDY

!STREAMING!

!I CAN DO IT!

2008-09-01T22:48:00.000-07:00

No matter how I wait I cant go
next to you, crying
You only gave me pain and you didnt know me
Are you telling me to leave?

I miss you, I miss you
To the point where I hate myself
I want to cry..I want to kneel down
And if only everything didnt happen..
The memories where I loved you crazily..
Those memories haunt me
But i cant hide from this love any longer
I shouldnt do this
But i miss you to death

당신이보고 싶습니다

2008-09-01T00:41:00.000-07:00

FINALLY FOUND THE TITLE OF THE KOREAN DRAMA(:
Stairway to Heaven
天国的阶梯
WOOTS(:

Stairway To Heaven OST - Bo Go Ship Da (I miss u) - Kim Bum Soo
A SONG DEFINITELY WORTH YOUR TIME LISTENING(:
TRUST MI!

2008-08-31T00:43:00.000-07:00

I CRIED TERRIBLY FOR 1 HOUR ON FRI FROM 6 TO 7 PM!

LOL._.

REASON:THE SHOW ON CHANNEL U IS FREAKING TOUCHING.

ITS A KOREAN SHOW.

ONLY SHOWN DURING WEEKDAYS.

THIS SOUNDS RETARDED BUT...

I REALLY COULDNT CONTROL MYSELF!

MY EYES WERE RED AND SWOLLEN.

I USED 1/4 OF THE TISSUE

MY NOES WAS BLOCKED FOR THAT 1HR.

MY MAID TRIED TO CONSOLE MI

SHE TOLD MI TO STOP WATCHING THAT SHOW

SINCE THE PERSON GOING TO DIE

DUNNO WHAT SHE TALKING COS

THE SHOW WAS TALKING BOUT LOVE;PARTING BLAH.

LOL NOTHING BOUT DEATH

HAHAHAHAHAH

not sure bout the title of this show

only know the main character's names are jingshu and yicheng

.____________________.

WATCH MONEY NOT ENOUGH TWO WITH PARENTS AT TAMPINESMALL

LOL CRIED AGAIN.

please lah the ahma die just to save her grand-daughter's life can!

the show ia rather funny but rather touching at the ending part:(

i didnt expect the show to be so nice(:

money not enough 2 = recommended by muiiiiiiiiiii._.

2008-08-18T04:40:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GO USA

I WANT TO GO TAIWAN

I WANT TO MEET XIAO ZHU

I WANT TO MEET MICHAEL PHELPS

I WANT TO MEET KOBE BRYANT

I WANT TO MEET HE JUN XIANG

I WANT TO MEET LIN DAN

I WANT MEET SWIMMERS

I WANT MEET BASKETBALLERS

I WANT TAKE AEROPLANE AND FLY FLY FLY.

i cant wait to grow up and fulfill all my "wants".

maybe the day for my "wants" to be fulfill will come maybe it wont.

sighhhh i feel that being in love isnt that important.

personally i feel its ok to do without guys currently.

but in the future, obviously finding my mr right will be my "wants".

but maybe not now.

its feels great being single and UNAVAILABLE.

it doesnt really matter to me that much like in the past.

i always wanted "someone" to care and love mi more thn i love and care for him.

but now i'm happy with everything so why do i still need that "someone".

right?

PS; MICHAEL PHELPS IS HOT OKAY!

hahahahahahah(:

2008-08-16T23:31:00.000-07:00

MICHAEL PHELPS
8GOLDMEDALS!!!

GOSH HE'S SUPER HOT(:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH(:

2008-08-16T02:41:00.000-07:00

PG IMAGES
the pictures/content is not suitable for teenages under the age of 16 as the pictures shown might scares you off sooooooooooooo BEWAREEEEEEEEEE! wakakakakakakakakakaka(: hiak hiak hiak.___.

what a lame introduction.____. LOL!
HMMMMM got injured/hurt during guides activity after the pumpings on the road. the worse thing is that i just recover from my previous injury. the even worst thing is that it will take QUITE sometime for the scar to disappear. damn:(

close-up view of my cut:(

new cut right above old cut:(

hmmmm i got another cut on my left knee but not as bad as the right knee. not sure why, this time round was DAMN pain when applying the medication.
i'm am just so HURT to see my knee in this state ALRIGHTS!
i dun wish to have SO MUCH scars on my knees:(

2008-08-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

KENA TRASHED! LOL.__.

2008-07-30T05:28:00.000-07:00

2008-07-27T04:23:00.000-07:00

love is the fundamental stepping stone for starting on the spiritual journey.
"His counsel is to choose that lover who desires him for his inner beauty."

if you choose to go for outer beauty and judge someone by their looks, you are just a pure bastard. why issit that you always go for looks huh? looks isnt eveything alrights. looks cant give you what you want. looks wouldnt bring you far. what give you the rights huh? are looks that important? does it really matter that much. alright i'm sick of bastards like you. hurhurhur! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh get out of my sighttttttttttt alrights:( BASTARD K! you are just a bastard with short neck KAY! pardon mi. i'm sick of you, K! hurhurhurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. why did i even _____ you? ewww i'm so disgusted by myself, my taste my mind my heart my everything!!!! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! oh man. i'm so ____________. go on and like her for all you want. GO ON GO ON GO ON! i'm alright with it already(:

2008-07-15T00:25:00.000-07:00

down with flu cough sore throat and swollen eyes.____.

took MC and stayed at home to recuperate:(

I'm afraid i cant even go sch tmr:(

I'm super weak.....

my cough is real bad

cough cough cough thn tears will form in my eyes.___.

very very bad:(

i got feeling the doctor gave mi the wrong medicine

after taking the cough medicine,

i started coughing like never before:(

很痛苦.___.

i dun think i can handle this anymore

maybe i will succumb to my illness:(

tmr still have lit presentation.___.

i might.....sighh:(

2008-07-13T01:46:00.000-07:00

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2008-07-10T03:36:00.000-07:00

xinhweeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

1) How old do you wish you were?
21(:

2) Where were you when 9.11 happened?
at home!!!

3) What do you do when vending machine steal your money?
kick it...pump it LOL.___.

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
hmmmmmmmm._____.

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
my ass.___.

6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
english! i want perfect english(:

7) Do you know your neighbors?
kind of?

8) What do you consider a vacation?
relax of cos.

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
kind of.

10) Would you move for the person you loved?
hmmmm yuppp?

11) Are you touchy feey?
hmmmm maybe?

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
lol of cos..

13) Dream job?
chef(: i wanna cook for my love ones!

14) Favourite channel?
plentiful!!!

15) Favourite place to go on weekends?
homeeeee

16) Showers and baths?
both just keep clean can already(:

17) Do you paint your nails?
sometimes(:

18) Do you trust people easily?
yup thats why i'm chested like so many times?

19) What are your phobias?
lol GUYS! FLIRTS! PESTS!

20) Do you want kids?
duh?

21) DO you keep a handwritten journal?
heh yup yup(:

22) Where would you rather be right now?
star gazing...

23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy.
no one currently.

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
lightttt

25) Are you paranoid?
hmmmm?

26) Are you impatient?
yupppp

27) Who can you relate to?
i'm myself alrights

28) Have you been burnt by love?
DUH!

29) What's your favourite pick-up line?
dunnooooo

30) What's you main ring tone on your mobile?
emo songs lorrr

31) What are you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping with yalun

32) What did the last text on your cellphone says?
lol?

33) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
his.____. dots

34) What colour shirt are you wearing?
the white cchms shirt

35) Most recent movie you watch?
the strangers!

36) Name three things that you have on you all the times.
earsticksss
braaa.___.
the bottom thingyyy

37) What colour are your bed sheets?
colourful

38) How much cash do you have with you right now?
000000

39) What's your favourite town/city?
far east(:

40) I can't wait till?
the next councelling session

41) What did you have for dinner last night?
clay pot rice

42) How tall are you bare footed?
161

43) Do you own a gun?
hahahahahah

44) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
tei nii

45) Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
singapore

46) Last thing you ate?
pao!

47) What songs do you sing in the shower?
plentiful

48) Last thing that made you laugh?
joanne's bestie necklace

49) Worst injury you've ever had?
love injury lor

50) Does someone have a crush on you?
duh nope.

51) What's your favourite candy?
katjes jelly

52) What song do you want to play at your funeral?
hmmmm what a question.

53) Your favourite song at the moment?
all out of love by westlife

54) Five random people to do this?
joanne
kele
daphne
renia
karen
love<3

2008-07-10T03:23:00.000-07:00

XIN HWEEEEEEEE!!!!

Your favorite color:
red ———- My great grand father
green ——- God
purple —— You
yellow —— The president
white ——- My family
black ——- I
gold ——– This country
silver ——- My cat
bronze —– My fish
blue ——– We
orange —– Zombies
teal ——— Aliens
pink —- Satan

How old are you?
0-10 ——— was(were) born in
11-14 ——– ate
15———— licked
16 ———– burned down
17 ———– will give birth to
18 ———– was(were) consumed by
19 ———– will marry
20 ———– stepped on
21 ———– will die in
22 ———– will turn into
23 ———– worship(s)
24 ———– invented
25 ———– will command
26-30 ——- destroyed
31-40 ——- created
41-50 ——- slaughtered
51-60 ——- expected
61-75 ——- wanted
76-infinity — made

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1——-the rotten
2——-the yellow
3——-the wrinkled
4——-the treacherous
5——-the processed
6——-the invisible
7——-the delirious
8——-the magical
9——-the horniest
10——-the monstrous
11——-my own
12——-the incredibly horrifying
13——-the holy
14——-the irresistible
15——-the crooked
16——-the pickle flavored
17——-the fattest
18——-the shady
19——- the misfortunate
20——-the undesirable
21——-the insane
22——-the busty
23——-the creamy
24——-the squeaky
25——-the delicious
26——-my sister’s
27——-my child’s
28——-a red
29——-the greedy
30——-the indicated
31——-the homeless

Current minute on the clock, plus any number you can imagine from 1 to 10:
29 & 23 =52

0-2 ———Beast
3-5———Acne
6-8———–Little girl
9-11———Nazi helmet
12-14———Submarine
15-17———lawyer
18-20———hobo
21-23———pirate
24-26——–penguin
27-29——–storm
30-32——–shoelace
33-35———ninja
36-38———pants
39-41———ghost
42-44———pope
45-47———elementary teacher
48-50———whale
51-53———old man
54-56———pancake
57-59———corpse

Current second on the clock?
3ssssss
0-2 ———because humanity demanded it
3-5———because its will save the world from certain doom
6-8———–because of Hitler’s mustache
9-11———–because of a mathematical error in the matrix
12-14———–because of my pants
15-17———because I have a fetish for whales
18-20———because I need to eat more pills
21-23———-because of YOU
24-26——–because Satan commands it
27-29——–because life is boring otherwise
30-32———due to my failure as a carbon based life form.
33-35———-because the curse is upon us
36-38———-because it was my will
39-41———-to save me from eternal damnation
42-44———-because you ate my porridge
45-47———-because god wanted it
48-50———-because I believe in it
51-53———-due to overpopulation.
54-56———-because it’s how the world is going to end
57-59———-because I couldn’t control myself

END result; god ate the busty oldman because it will save the world from certain doom...[lol sound so wrong!]

2008-07-10T03:12:00.000-07:00

hmmmm i'm kind of down now.
i dun understand why you have to do that.
i dun like you like seriously.
hur stop bluffing me.
cheating the ass out of me.
you will get it one day.
i'm kind enough not to add your fucking name here!

you think i'm slack so you dun wanna be with mi huh.

i'm so damn alright with it.

you dun even know that my mama have to go for a blood test today to check for diabetes. and she had to wake up early for the appoinment and so i cant stay in sch too long cos i wanted her to have more rest instead of letting her wait for mi. you dun understand and you will nvr understand cos it isnt you who have problems....give mi fucking face again i will slap the hell out of you! my mama just now came home and vomitted due to the insufficient rest she had. i hate you i dun care its your fucking fault and i'm blaming you now alrights! i have never hated someone soooooo much in my life ALRIGHTS. you are the first one(:

i had enough. ENOUGH OF YOU...

PS; if the rest of your want to betray me so be it(: ~~friends?~~

2008-07-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

我很伤心真的很伤心。你不会明白的。no matter how hard you try...
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智

Everyone gets hurt. That's when you learn you lesson and stand up and start all over again. That's how life is. Don't be afraid to start a relationship just because you're afraid to fail. Failures are valuable lessons embraced by champions! And also you should have heard of this. Dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened. Jia you okay, don't emo. (:
thanks daphnechoooooooooooooooooo(:
erection is bad!

2008-07-04T04:57:00.000-07:00

Are you:

1)Perfect?
hmmm no one's perfect...

2)Tall?
somewhat WAKAKAKAKA

3)In your pajamas?
nope aint sleeping anytime soon

4)Left-handed?
right lahh lol.___.

Last:

1)Friend you saw?
too many lah.___. people from guides and cchms.____.

2)Talked to on phone?
sandyyyy

3)Person to text you?
mummy(: my beloved mama!

4)Was better than yesterday?
dunno.___.

Favourite:

1)Number:
23(:

2)Colour:
black white red pink purple green orange grey

3)Food:
CHOCOLATE!!!

4)Place:
the BEACH(:

5)Singer:
YALUN; XIAOZHU

6)Hobby:
KARAOKE-ING; daydreaming;sleeping

Ten random facts:
1)i aint in love
2)i dun wanna love
3)love sux
4)only love ppl who is worth my love
5)hate flirts(E.g. K_____; C______; T_____)
6)feel like sleeping
7)feel like emoing
8)feel like daydreaming
9)feel super duper tired
10)love my teedy bears

SUPER SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~

2008-06-27T21:14:00.000-07:00

TALENT-TIME WAS FUN FUN FUN(:
maggimeeeee and milktea for dinner.____.

heh i was complaining almost throughout the talentime seh!!! wakakakakakaka(:
heh thanks kele and joanne and renia and samyee for letting mi sit on the chair(: thanks kele for lending mi money(: thanks renia and renia's papa for fetching mi back to my home sweet home(: thanks joanne for her sexaye voice and beautiful singing(: thanks thanks joanne and samyee for wearing so sexaye!!!![hahahahahah]

specially to renia and renia papa(:
THANKS ALOT for fetching me home(: if not for renia papa i wouldnt have been able to go for talentime if not for renia papa i wouldnt have got home safely and early(: thank you!!!

heh the minute i reach home i called my ahma sms my mummy thn went to bath right away thn watch tv thn eat maggimeee with egg thn went to sleep.___. WAKAKAKAKA slept at 1:( i cant even sleep at all alrights everytime i close my eyes my mind will start flashing those images of the ghost story my guides senior told us of cchms watertank & innosphere & rifle place.______.

2008-06-25T06:20:00.000-07:00

hmmmm i've always been trying to improve myself. but your have never given mi a chance to prove to yr; what am i! your only give chances to people whom yr think have the abilty to handle the task. what bout mi huh? i wasnt even given a chance at all to prove bout myself; to prove what i can do! i hate your for being so realistic... i put in effort but did your see? did your even have the mentality to see my hard work and effort? NO! issit that i dun deserve the chance to even prove to your? alright. i had enough and i wan to ****! i wan to be myself. i dun wan to change just bcos i want to be given a chance alrights! its doesnt matter to me anymore...
PS; i aint referring to someone but....[its hard to explain] i would say it is a group of ppl who have the rights to give instructions!

2008-06-21T23:42:00.000-07:00

from beloved xinhwee who will poke mi if i dun do this quiz HAHAHAHAHAHAH(:

1. Have you seen a miracle happening in your life?
SIGHHH:(

2. What is the thing you want most now?
love alrights._.

3. What are the goals you want to achieve in your life?
be someone special(:

4. If you have one wish to wish for, what would it be?
my true love and mr right.

5. Do you believe in eternal love?
not really.

6. What if someone confesses to you?
reject straight._.

7. What do you really want now?
sleep I JUST WANT TO SLEEP!!!

8. What type of people do you hate most?
people who dun reply my sms and end conversation when i had more things to say alrights!

9. Will you treasure every friendship that you have?
(:

10. What if you're tired of everything? Will you give up?
yup i have long given up already

11. What do you think is the most important in your life?
love alrights(: hmmm love from friends;family ONLY.

12. What do you want your friendships to be like?
full of love.

13. Which country do you want to go now?
TAIWAN. to see my yalun.___.

14. If you will low one day, who will you turn to?
you(:

15. Will you give up everything for the person you love?
depends though.__.

16. If you have the permission to destroy someone/something, what will it be?
all the guys except yalun(:

17. If one day, your loved one is going to be run-down by a vehicle, will you risk your life to save him/her?
of cos i will. i wouldnt want to cry over someone dead but i rather someone cry for mi.

18. Who do you miss now?
you(:

19. People to do this quiz?
sexaye joanne
prettaye kele
ryuki reniazxzxz
hottaye sandy
ni-coleeeee
sexaye cherlyn

2008-06-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

I FORGET WHAT I WAN BLOG ALREADY.___. shit short-term!!!!
~
i didnt know twisties were made from corn.___. and still corn was the main ingredient.____.

love this song heh(:
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

school reopening(:/:(
no more sleep
no more relax
no more fun
no more play
no more time
no more brain cells
yes more study
yes more stress
yes more pimples
yes more headache
yes more meepok

PS; I LOVE COLOURS ESPECIALLY RAINBOW

2008-06-19T05:56:00.000-07:00

i feel like crying!
-the end-
I WANT TO WATCH WANTED &&& TEN PROMISES TO MY DOG!!!
heh love love love(:
will put tagboard soon.____.

2008-05-30T22:30:00.000-07:00

please stop saying that i have white hair
or dat i forgot to wash hair kay
i might just dig out your eyeBALLS kay
but hair is naturally like dat
like it or not its yr own problem
keep your comments to yrself
before you turn blind.
watch out.

hur i hate LEECHES!
hur i hate white hair!!
hur i hate reality!!!
i want to live in my dreams despite the fact dat it isnt real. there's still hope for it to be real but as for realities we cant change it. wadsoever if i believe i can I CAN KAY!!! HURHURHUR._.

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

PS; wo yuan yi
BOWLING OUTING(:

2008-05-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

只剩下鋼琴
陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

~~PS: afterall only lyrics can explain how i feel._.{no one understands how i feel}~~

2008-05-12T06:31:00.000-07:00

bullfightinggavemisomuchfeelings.
feelingsontruelove.
imightjustmissthechanceoflovingyou.
idunwishmytruelovetomissthechanceforustobetogether.
withoutyouimighthavetowaittillthesunrisefromthewest
orforsingaporetoexperiencefourseasons
ormaybewaittillthestarsfallasshootingstar.
umightneverappearinmylife.
noonewillunderstandunlesstheywatchbullfighting.
wadeverlah.icanlivewithouttruelovekay.
pleaseionlylovehim.
asucanseeicanlivewithoutyourlove.
~~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~~
~~PS: i dun love ANYONE! I REALLY DUN WISH TO LOVE ANYONE ANYMORE._. neither do i wish to emo again.~~

2008-05-08T20:22:00.000-07:00

NO MORE STUDY!
{for the time being}

._. this is wad happen when i'm stress. lol._.

POO: "wad happened? dun worry to much kay come i give u a hug "

heh my yalun;donghae;cj7;poo ahhh where's my xiao zhu._.{lol}
heh the black basketball is yalun.
cj7 is cj7.
the pooh bear is poo.
the bigbig bearbear is either xiaozhu or donghae; since so big so half half heh(:

ITS BEEN LONG SINCE I DAYDREAM BOUT; yalun xiaozhu donghae.

YOUTUBE IS MY LIFE. MY LIFE IS FOR YOUTUBE.
heh(:
currently watching 鬥牛要不要[bull fighting]
next will be 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 ; PI LI MIT; 命中注定我愛你
LOL._. so many shows awaiting mi HOW CAN I MISS THEM!!!
._.
-THE END-

2008-04-21T03:21:00.000-07:00

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS LAH.
ERM INCLUDING YOU._.
ERM SEEING YOU IN SCH RUINS MY DAY KAY.

I ONLY LOVE CJ7!!!
GOAWAY.

2008-04-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY JOANNEBUBU(:
heh please dun fall asleep next year kay!!!
sighhhh._.
SARANGHEYOworxzxzxzxz(:

2008-04-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

thanks._.
weird feelings today
i dun mind u staring at her
but i do mind u staring at mi
i dun wish to love u again.
sigh. pardon mi.
maybe the fact is i will nvr wan to love someone again.
i'm hurt, counterstrike.
This feeling is not right anymore
I tried hard to retrieve
A bit feeling of care that I didn't give
The many wish from your lips is very petty and low
I neglected to compromise it
However you want some company
This feeling is not right anymore
I'm the last to understand
Looking through the pages of circumstances which cannot be endured
You're so tired
You have silently cried behind my back for so many times
So shallow
Yet my heart breaks and you accepted my sin, your beauty
I'm not worthy

i just love the way it is.

PS: I will nvr forget.

2008-04-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

I DUN LIKE YOU!
BYEBYE._.
please stop everything
i aint someone
who u can meddle with

2008-03-28T04:37:00.000-07:00

SUNBURN._.

its burning my skin!
keep burning keep keep burning my skin._.
heh i wan to bleach my skin!!!
just a few more days!!!
heh i will be back to my original colour le(:

PURPLE-BRACES

2008-03-25T03:43:00.000-07:00

I WAN TO WORK HARD!
I WAN TO DO WELL!

i dun wanna go for pump._. i need peace._. pump wouldnt work for mi._. i wan change seats._. i cant concentrate._. i really no need to sit so near the whiteboard._. D YOU!!! RAWR.______________.

2008-03-20T02:04:00.000-07:00

english A2
higher chinese A1
maths A1
science A2
geog A1
history D7
literature D7
sighhh._. i knew i would be disappointed i knew i would!!!
mr dava told mi to do at least 3 newspaper article every week including 20 unknown words...he said i could choose to do or not and he wouldnt remind mi._. sighhh...

HMMM I PROMISE TO WORK HARD FOR MID-YEAR cos its important and i would regret if i do badly!!! i'm serious(:
i will reread the outsiders!!!
i will work harder for history!!!
i will retain my standard for english higherchinese maths science geography...
SIEWTING; u really have to work hard kay._.

2008-03-17T02:18:00.000-07:00

i wan a black cardigan._.
i wan a white belt._.
i wan a white hairband._.
i love mix and match(:
hahahahahahahahah(:

这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回。

2008-03-15T02:29:00.000-07:00

i really couldnt set my mind to think of the results i would get._.
i slack like a pig lol._.
timetable isnt great
sighhhh._.
i dun like the new recess timing
and dismissal timing.
i have no mood to fake bout wad i just said.
i finished reading the outsiders and qiang jiu ou xiang.
i'm glad i did or esle i will fail my lit again.
STUDIES ARE IMPORTANT!
i shoudnt think of other stuff anymore
except for yalun lol._.
pardon mi._.
kekexzxzxzxzxz(:
I WILL BE MYSELF!!!
i will be my real self;

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I LOVE RAINBOW(:
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i bought feilunhai's second album(:
lovelovelove(:

2008-03-14T03:42:00.000-07:00

TOTALLY TIRED OF THE FACTS._.

2008-03-09T20:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAY TO MY

BELOVED PAPA/POPO/POOPOO

&&&

GIRAFFElover
LOL._.

kekexzxzxzxzx(:

2008-03-07T04:09:00.000-08:00

keep raining keep keep raining._.
RAINY DAYS<3
rain flushes away my sadness.
i would fluck my common test
i doubt i could get into triple science
lol._.
my future is in my hands.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeCn46qbYjE
cool._.

would u consider plastic surgery?

2008-02-29T03:23:00.000-08:00

COUGHING MADLY._.

AIN'T FEELING WELL._.

hush hush really hope i can stop coughing

i would rather study madly thn coughing madly!!!

TOHSIEWTING CONCENTRATE IN YR STUDIES!

NO MORE stupid imaginations

NO MORE emo-ing

NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE._.

COMMON TEST COMMON TEST COMMON TEST

"i should be glad dat there's someone who 'like' mi"

i simply understand what u mean lah

i'm ugly

hmmm so what?

that's the special thing bout mi

ugly~

rather thn dots dots dots

please change before it's too late.

2008-02-28T03:08:00.000-08:00

keep bleeding keep keep bleeding!

my teeth is bleeding:(

it hurts lah._.

failed eng lit failed geog sigh totally hopeless for mi seh

i really gonna work hard for common test!

i must be prepared(:

tohsiewting hate ._.

._.

tohsiewting hate ._.

he's a bloody ass

hmmm i'm tired+_+

2008-02-13T23:55:00.000-08:00

happy valetines &&& happy friendship day(:

i'm broke._.

i love joanne's prezzie(:
i love jingshi's balloon plus lollipop(:
i love nicole's lollipop(:
i love kele's coke(:
i bu jian sandy's sweet:(

if ._. was meant for mi let ._. be mine if ._. isnt, i dun wan ._.

2008-01-29T03:51:00.000-08:00

nothin gonna change my love for you - westlife(:

Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothings gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but
Nothings gonna change my love for you

just a few more weeks of private. pardon mi.
did i see you? should i trust my late nite pray?
haha~

2008-01-25T20:40:00.000-08:00

{am i so not worth your stare?}

Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you got the power
To make me weak inside
Boy you leave me breathless
But it's okay 'cause
You are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine life
Without your love
Even forever don't seem
Like long enough
'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

{specially for you.}

i'm not having tagboard sorry.
i dun mind my blog being dead since
i'm already dead in the inside.
pardon mi.

2008-01-19T04:28:00.000-08:00

i love who i am & i accept who i am. i do not need your comments. for all i think, in my parents heart, they love mi for who i am and they think dat i am wonderful. i believe this is enough for mi. u might think dat i am ugly but my parents and some of my friends don't think so.
love is important to mi not looks. without love one's life would be meaningless. what means more thn the love you give and receive?

why should my life get affected by you?
i'm taught to forgive others so i have forgiven you
but you cannot expect mi to treat you like the way i treat you before
somethings just cant be helped
like for example you just cant help insulting mi
it's the same(:

笑也一天哭也一天为什么不笑着过一天呢?
a smile is everything(:
one should be contented with what one have
and most importantly looks doesn't matters, it should be the inner beauty that attract others{shishi de至理名言}
i live my everyday life with pride and love(:

2008-01-09T04:11:00.000-08:00

SIAN!!!
facebook is so complicated i have 100 over request._. i hate invited ppl to join these join dat so sian but if dun invite not fun...ahhhhhhh i only play with my slayers werewolf vampires zombies...so bored leh._.
WOOOO~
i love today's lunch(: YUMMY YUMMY...
wahlao today fall down in class corey foo who tell u shout so loud davamoni!!! hahas kiddin lah._.
i got blueblack on my knee:( painpain and not nice to see u noe!!!

YIPPIE TMR RECESS AT...LOVELOVELOVE(:

2008-01-04T22:13:00.001-08:00

I ♥ being a facilitator(:
I ♥ my juniors!!!
I ♥ our new pe shirt!!!
I ♥ tuck out!!!

{i'm a failure in friendship}

SMILE xD

2007-12-30T01:05:00.000-08:00

CAME BACK FROM GUIDES CAMP!!![26dec --- 29 dec] [4D3N]

guides camp was torturous but FUN &&& MEMORABLE(:

PT was super tiring but my stamina really improved alot like really alot hahas

FIREDRILL was the most "memorable" thing._. woke up at 2am & had to change into our full u...had some punishments too

NIGHT WALK i was very nervous &&& super scared...first part was ghost stories second part was in the LT 1...i was trembling like mad in the LT 1 when we were watching scary movie it was cold + dark:( i was the second last pair to go for the nightwalk so the lightsticks was quite dim when it was my turn._.

we slept less thn 4 hours every night & bathing time was only 3minutes;5minutes;6minutes:(
for the special night which was on the last night we had group performances followed by a video prepared by our seniors...the video somehow made mi felt sad & quite touched i'm not sure why._.

my true words & feelings > it seems like i really learnt alot from this camp. i would nvr forget. it might be torturous but thinking back. the whole lot of us actually managed to make it through till the very last day of camp! it's quite an unforgettable experience...the feeling of having your friends there and going through all the difficult tasks together, as one. ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE!

i didnt noe i save this as draft HAHA xD

2007-12-18T04:22:00.000-08:00

7 DEC --- 13 DEC
I LOVE AUSTRALIA(:
TANGALOOMA &&& GOLD COAST
-dolphin feeding
-movie world
-dream world
-tropical fruit world
-bee farm
-SHOPPING♥
took many many photos with two cameras(:
[have to wait for my sis to upload all the photos onto the comp] i cant wait!!!

15 DECEMBER♥
went to cineleisure to catch a movie with my COUSINS(: Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium
celebrated my AHMA'S birthday!!! her actual birthday is on 22 DEC(:
took many many photos too(:

♥I MISS MY FRIENDS♥
!!!my bloggy is so dead:( no pics NO PICS!!! R.I.P
xD
my throat seems very stuck:( pls come back my beloved voice:(
...
i havent been using the comp lately...hardly visit any bloggys &&& i have pang seh-ed my friendster...

2007-12-06T18:50:00.000-08:00

i work with shishi at my parent's office for four days(:
earned 100 bucks each xD
money comes no easy though[CUT.PASTE.BUTTONS.NOT ENOUGH SLEEP]
i will spent my hard-earned money to buy feilunhai new album &&& ....[secret](: gaagaa

i'm leaving tonite
-i will upload pictures de(:
-be back on thursday afternoon
-will buy gifts for everyone(:

♥ROMANTIC PRINCESS
&&&
♥斗牛要不要

我想要说我想要说如果没有了你我该如何往下走那一秒钟有没有发现我倔强里的问候

2007-12-01T22:38:00.000-08:00

i still dunno how to use facebook!!!
how to play?
how to send thingys?
rawr:(

i wan to go watch XIAO ZHU concert:( ended already NO MORE CHANCE LAH

2007-11-22T20:07:00.000-08:00

i started a facebook acc after reading Imagazine hahas they said dat facebook was better thn friendster plus plus got popular artists having acc so maybe ya lun got a acc(: haapyhappy but i dunno how to use facebook...quite complicated though:(

smile xD

2007-11-20T06:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BRITHDAY YA LUN(:

happy birthday to
YOU
happy birthday to
YOU
happy birthday to
YOU
happy birthday to
YOU

smile xD

2007-11-16T19:34:00.000-08:00

http://www.taggerbags.com/home.php
u could design your own bag(: cool so unique(;
smile xD

i really hope to be the lucky winner xD
i wanna get XIAO ZHU SHOW de yan chang hui de TICKETS(:
i tried sending to ucontest@mediacorp.sg but till now i nvr get any replies:(
maybe i was too late:( saddie:(
JOANNE also helped mi by sending to dat thingy(;

fei lun hai 2nd album might be coming out next year JAN xD
i hope to get it + their signature + hand shake
hahas xD

有时候我真的不想回去现实中我宁愿在幻想里，幻想属于自己的梦。即使我不能实现幻想出来的梦但也曾经感受到梦的真实(:

2007-11-16T19:14:00.000-08:00

BUGIS♥
RESULT;
2 black shirts $20
1 green shirt $10
1 evil twin shirt $8
2 belts $10
1 black short $20
1 jeans short $10
ice cream $3.50
takopachi &2.20
ice latte $3.50
nodding monkey $9.90
TOTAL > $97.10
MONEY BOUGHT > $100 + $27 = $127
MONEY LEFT > $127- $97.10 = $29.90
smile xD
CONCLUSION > i regretted buying dat 20 bucks black short; i must rmb to wear socks(:
[i wanna buy a green coloured superman tee $29]

2007-11-14T21:05:00.000-08:00

ARRON YAN YA LUN♥ [fahrenheit] smile xD 5 more days! <3
i love youtube(:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/high0915
trying to learn some dance steps xD
having stupid imaginations at nite(; i dreamt bout wu zun._.
BUGIS♥
buying books soon haha(:

CHANG GE(;

♥ fei lun hai - bu hui ai . chu shen ru hua

♥ yan ya lun - yuan yi bu ai ni

♥ brown sugar macchiato - ku cha

♥ jolin tsai - ri bu luo . lin mong cao de wei dao

smile xD

2007-11-05T19:39:00.000-08:00

watching ROMANTIC PRINCESS(: finished episode 8 currently waiting for episode
9 & 10(; very nice & sweet!!! wu zun kiss with zhang shao han many many times
xD gaagaa(:

currently also watching 终极一家 on youtube(;

2007-11-01T23:16:00.000-07:00

i finished watching BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO!!! .黑糖玛奇朵.

.酷.帅.好笑.好哭.很好看.真得很好看.真得真得很好看.

[棒棒糖+黑社会美眉]

鬼鬼Y王子

王子Y鬼鬼

29 OCT

WO he JOANNE go eatta ICE CREAM(;

we left two half strawberry for the end product xD cool man HAHAS(: bought many many things spent more thn 20 bucks lah xD

30 oct

slack & BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO(;

31st oct

DRAMA NITE(:

fun fun fun(: we put in all our efforts to bring out the best performance xD afterall we did not let down rainbowbrother(: heehee during the play i felt dat we are so together so full of group spirit(; your are really very great!!! LOVE<3

1st nov

y.FINISHED BROWN SUGAR MACCIHATO.y

2nd nov

went for amazing race in the morning[guides] hmmm starting point was chungcheng. my group consists of 3 sec 2 seniors sandy & mi(: ran to bus-stop thn took bus thn alight thn ran to the mrt thn boarded train all the way to pasir ris thn ran and find station master thn vomit:( ...why is dino so weak? dui bu qi:(

再见(:

2007-10-28T04:35:00.001-07:00

baking was fun(:
cookie.cookie.cookie
happy(:
but the result was
chao ta and hard:(
hahas xD
smile(:

2007-10-26T21:51:00.000-07:00

yesterday was last day of my sec one life:(
...time pass real fast
BYEBYE SEC ONE:(
never again will i be a sec one
never again will i be so so so so unmature
never again will i be 13
never again will i have the same GREAT teachers
never again will i have as much laughter
cos u noe wad?
sec two = streaming = studystudystudy = stress = white hair = old = ~~die~~

GOODBYE VERONICA:(
all the best to you xD

dino's holidays life would be boring

no laughter from JOANNE ONG

no hug hug from LAOPO & JINGSHI

no sicko-ness from SANDY ONG
blahblahblah~

BUT

there would be...

CLASS CHALET;

AUSTRALIA TRIP;

CRUISE;

OUTINGS;

PIANO COACHING[ahma];

BAKING LESSONS[cakes.cookies]

changed bloggyskin(:
tagboard is secret(:

planning to buy 终极一家 DVD(:
cos got 55 episodes[watch on youtube will die de plus connection no good]
my mama promise to buy a zinc bag for mi cos we made a promise(: gaagaa xD

2007-10-24T05:16:00.000-07:00

i finished watching zhong ji yi ban and whywhylove(:
thanks rachel(:

knowing dat u are goin to leave i somehow dun wish to hate u anymore. dun bully mi anymore le hor xD
forgive & forget[i really can do it & i will do it]

only two bitches left(:
i dun need you & dun think i need you

2007-10-21T04:19:00.000-07:00

爱转角 aizhuanjiao(:

hmmm nice show xD 不打不相识 u noe? hahas(; LOLLIPOPPIES(: sweetsweet xD 棒棒糖
shadows are great can?!nvr blog for very very very long[not very long lah] cos i chasing 终极一班 u noe?

"OH MY GOD!" LOL xD

although i prefer watching romantic.love.sweet shows but i also like fighting.paikia.cool shows xD

all the DVD somehow motivated mi to wan to act leh:( hmmm wad do i have to do to act in this kinds of romantic.love.sweet.fighting.paikia.cool shows??? hahas xD

must watch ok? LOL(:

2007-10-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

hey girl i wasnt trying to prove to u how good i was...i was just caring for you...i wasnt trying to give u ______ but instead i was trying to let u feel dat nothin is impossible & u can do it but most importantly u must have confidence in yourself! dun just give up so easily(:

SMILE xD

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

后来我总算学会了如何去爱
可惜你早已远去消失在人海
后来终于在眼泪中明白
有些人一旦错过就不再
永远不会再重来
有一个男孩爱着那个女孩

爱转角遇见了谁是否有爱情的美
爱转角以後的街能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪不让你掉眼泪
现在永远
你就是我就是我的美